Thank you for your answer. I am alone on this. My "family" that I question is not going to back me up on this because the ones that are alive hurt my father and in doing so have hurt me. We were never close. I have always felt a void some from these people,or sort of resentment or jealousy. When I was pregnant with my second daughter there was a woman who was my father's girlfriend that was working as a nurse in a local OBGYN,and she took my blood plus I found out later on that she filled out my paperwork with false information. What's worse is that recently I found out that she was never a licensed nurse to begin with. I don't know what should may have done with my blood. Now Everytime I take my children to the Dr they are getting swabbed with no medical reason for this process. This family secret has got to be BIG,and beings everything I have been put through involving my father's,so called "accidental" suicide that was in fact a staged suicide that I hold a significant amount of evidence for including medical records and reports,pictures of his neck(unremarkable), coroner breaking state law by not preforming the autopsy,hospital not doing the autopsy although I signed for it,missing police records,with held information,fake edited pictures of the scene(I have proof), and doctored clerk of court records(I have before and after),but I still have no one to provide my father peace nor give me the much needed justice and closure I deserve.....I want more than anything to prove that the people I know are involved are of no relation to me. The sad part is that when my father's incident took place I was not even contacted. The people who were allowed to sign his paperwork at the hospital did it illegally and these people wanted my dad out of the way. The hospital have the murderer the weapon in doing so. These people had my father transferred to another hospital out of town. They placed him under unknown with no personal effects,no family listed,or medical background. When I did find out hours later from my brother (from out of state) I had to hunt my father down in the middle of a cold night with an infant and toddler so that he would not die alone. When I found him by giving a nurse his physical appearance his chart read Hendrix unk V and he was a 108yr old man. I was told immediately that I had to make a descision over and over again when I felt that my father understood me and didn't look all that bad. On the 3rd day after being told again that he would never come out of it. I signed for his machine to be taken off. When I got the medical report it stated that my father had agreed to some medical treatment,he was answering to his name, and lifting his limbs on command. It also read that my father had signs of abuse to his scrotal sac and groin area. His toxicity level from 156.47 ethanol alcohol,and his girlfriend's prescription narcotic volium which she was well known for slipping into his drinks before, plus 2 other of her prescribed narcotics were found in his system....there was no way on God's green earth my father could have stood up less much walked out into the yard and continue out the process of hanging himself. The vehicles were parked out of the norm to protect the scene while it was being set up. I even found an envelope and in my father's writing it was addressed to his place of employment and at the bottom it read "ATTN: HUMAN RESOURCES". I know that a certain somebody saw my dad place this envelope in his mailbox. This person retrieved it,and gave it to his girlfriend to speed things up because they had been trying to get father to kill himself and this person was tired of waiting especially sense he and his family were on the verge of losing everything from his failed attempts of making something out of himself. He always wanted what my father had. He also held a grudge on my father through a business decision. This guy ,myfather's girlfriend,as well as other extorted people and organizations made my father's life a living hell. They ruined him in every way a man can be.... physically, emotionally,and mentally. My father was an alcoholic,but he was a good man with a big heart. The problem is he gave it unconditionally to the wrong people, and sadly some of these people he called his family. Im sorry to have rambled on and I'm sure this was more than you wanted to know,but this is my father. I've always heard that money is the root of all evil,but has anyone ever considered that it may be a curse as well?
